Last nite i had a dream... this is what it was.
My twin brother kileld himself. I knew it before I went over to his place. When I got there, there were red pills on the counter, I had assumed he took them w/ alcohol. Then I went into his room... he wasnt there tho, which is strange, now that I think about it... where would his body have been?? But in his bed there were more red pills... there were some on a dresser and on the floor... some were half eaten, crushed. You know when you go to swallow a pill, but cant, so you spit it back out and then the coloring is all smeared on it??? some were like that... some were just empty gell caps plascticy looking things... My brother killed himself w/ pills and vodka.
