Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Really....
How many sympathy posts can I make?!? And yet, one gut buster brings all of the rest to surface. I really, honestly, truly believe that I do the best that I can... There is no bone in my body that says perfection, so please understand that... and if you have read any previous posts, all of me is usually for others, before myself and family. Will I ever learn? Will I ever find my niche or belonging?? I am at the point where shutting down my heart seems like the best viable option for me... How do you get through struggles with friendship, life, children, taking all of those things out on your husband, and then being able to succeed in the end? Is it okay to claim a fault of just being too open and trusting... or does that just make me dumb?
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Opening up isn't just scary and risky... it's down right terrifying. I applaud you for not only saying that you open up and give every person in your life your all, but genuinely doing it. Some of us, shut down the moment we let someone in and have to deal with something hard. And of course kudos to that husband of yours who deals with it all.
Thanks V... and I owe you an email.. not sure if it is for you or me... Ugh....
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